Tuesday, 20 October 2009

  • dear world [one year later]

    hi, how are you world?
    world- how do you see me? do you see me as someone who doesn't take anything seriously? - laugh too much, have fun too much, live too much?

    "live laugh love" is what everyone seems to say but does that mean that there is not more depth to me than what seems to appear? world, get things straight- i have thoughts, i have feelings. i'm selfish, i think too much, love too much and laugh too much.

    i am a human being with feelings and thoughts. and here's what i think-
    laughter makes your insides smile.
    your friends makes up who you are.
    too many people are scared to give their heart away.
    sometimes risking everything, knowing that you may get hurt just to feel something is worth it.
    and my ipod happens to make the world go away when things are just not right.


Tuesday, 30 December 2008

  • angels and demons ... science and religion?

    So i've been reading like mad lately... I watched the movie Da Vinci Code and man that stuff is so interesting even though the facts they tell us are extremely inaccurate haha which led me to read the book angels and demons. If you've ever read angels and demons, it deals alot with the controversy of science vs. religion (or you can say science and religion). In my opinion I think that around us, there are so many wonderful and complex things... and so many things that humankind does not understand or comprehend... I seriously believe that science and religion can be compatible and work together. As the angels and demons book says... how can you study science and look into all this creation and not see that there is a God? how can you say that everything in our universe is so finely tuned as if there is a designer... but refuse to believe that God exists? I feel that the more I look into science, the quantum physics aspect... when things get small... or even when things get big... I see God's work. and man- it is beautiful

    books
    books !!! :] i love mitchell's

     

Saturday, 20 December 2008

Sunday, 14 December 2008

  • Well I'm just people watching, the other people, watching me - lalala

    leaving waterloo in less than 24 hours !so excited to go home, not study, not do anything educational for the next four months haha. and so excited for Christmas - present hunting, cookie baking and of course...remembering that Jesus Christ was born. super super thankful. however, expect me to blog much more because i will soon have more time. I still have an exam tomorrow (bah humbug).
    chemistry awaits me .. horrible :[

    hamsters
    hamsters in waterloo ;; wahahaa.  
     

Thursday, 11 December 2008

  • travelling down the road-infested with spiders and icky things

    i somewhat feel like i've lost who i am. don't get me wrong - i'm still here, physically that is but i find myself always asking myself who i am. i still have the same values, the things i hold dear to. i know my beliefs, i know what i believe in without a doubt. i don't choose to believe in something senselessly. i guess i'm changing and it's kind of scary. i doubt i'm changing for the bad, but more of i'm growing up and i'm just really discovering who i am, and learning to adjust with who i am. i'm not going to lie- i thought i had myself figured out, inside and out. i remember my brother telling me when i was young and stupid that no one truly figures themself out until they are seventeen. well here i am, eighteen, thought i figured myself out.. all comfortable in my own skin.

    Maybe i'm just phrasing this wrong. I still know who i am, i still hold onto what i believe in and what my values are, i'm still comfortable in my own skin. And I'm very glad i'm this way- because there's always people around me being different people, putting on a different face, still trying to figure out who they are, trying to be something or someone they weren't meant to be. I'm still growing, i'm still learning, growing older, discovering things, finding my passion, finding God everywhere i go.

      summit

    (summit 2008; haliburton)